come mi sento io in sto periodo....

Self Esteem (by Offspring)

I wrote her off the tenth time today
and practiced all the things I would say
but she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used
That's ok man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's ok cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
all these rejections got me so low
if she keeps it up I might just tell her so

When she's saying that she wants only me
then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
when she's saying that I'm like a disease
then I wonder how much more I can spend
well I guess, I should speak up for myself
but I really think it's better this way
the more you suffer
the more it shows you really care
right? yeah

Now I'll relate this little bit
that happens more than I'd like to admit
late at night, she knocks on my door
drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no
but that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem