venerdì, gennaio 27, 2006
domenica, gennaio 22, 2006
giovedì, gennaio 19, 2006
ripresa....
January 19, 2006
The forecast for you is excellent, Silvia. You can rely on today's aspects to restore your confidence and faith in yourself, both of which have been sorely tried during the past few days. The femme fatales among you can swagger forth, certain of conquest. However, don't let yourself go too far. Wait a few days for reality to dispel the cloud of ecstasy, and you'll be able to see the future more clearly.
mercoledì, gennaio 18, 2006
come mi sento io in sto periodo....
Self Esteem (by Offspring)
I wrote her off the tenth time today
and practiced all the things I would say
but she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's ok man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's ok cause I got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
all these rejections got me so low
if she keeps it up I might just tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only me
then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
when she's saying that I'm like a disease
then I wonder how much more I can spend
well I guess, I should speak up for myself
but I really think it's better this way
the more you suffer
the more it shows you really care
right? yeah
Now I'll relate this little bit
that happens more than I'd like to admit
late at night, she knocks on my door
drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
but that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
I wrote her off the tenth time today
and practiced all the things I would say
but she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's ok man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's ok cause I got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
all these rejections got me so low
if she keeps it up I might just tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only me
then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
when she's saying that I'm like a disease
then I wonder how much more I can spend
well I guess, I should speak up for myself
but I really think it's better this way
the more you suffer
the more it shows you really care
right? yeah
Now I'll relate this little bit
that happens more than I'd like to admit
late at night, she knocks on my door
drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
but that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem
casa...

son 2 settimane che son tornata a casa.... bello... ma anche... quanta nostalgia! ogni giorno che passa sento sempre più la nostalgia di Malaga, dei miei amici spagnoli, della mia vita spagnola... lo sapevo... alla fine è bello tornare a casa, dopo un po' di mesi, perchè si è curiosi di vedere cosa è cambiato, e si ha voglia di ritrovare al contempo ancora tutto quello che si è lasciato...ma c'è la delusione, o meglio, la cruda realtà... che alla fine , tutto è ancora uguale, niente è cambiato, e che alla fine, non c'è mai bisogno di affrettarsi tanto per tornare a casa....
"La nostalgia ci dice costantemente che tutto ciò che abbiamo vissuto, che abbiamo amato, che abbiamo coltivato nel passato, non tornerà più, non ci appartiene più..." [Antonio Prete]